Monday, January 25, 2010

Guide me ~



If i were to hold on ,
I dont mind bleeding or tearing ..
But will you teach me how to ?



Just woke up about 10 minutes ago ? Treatment-ing now ; Bored like shit . The very first time i have those i-want-to-go-to-school mood . & Whats wrong with me ._. Whenever treatment starts then my mind will go haywire . Fucking cant get back to sleep at this point of time , thats seriously NUTS . Just dont know what to do can ! LIKE SHIT LUH , MUMMY FASTER COME HOME )): I got manymany things to tell you . Walau , if god is able to like go online . PLEASE read this pathetic blog and pity the girl right here will ya' ? )):

Awrgh , can i be a lil stupid to ask for a time machine ? YOU SEE . Everyone knows that this stupid thing dont exist . Yet everyone still ask for it -- Stupid ? Pretty much ~
So now Cheryl's gna ask a stupid question :" If theres really a time machine , where you guys wna go back to ? " Real curious bout this stuff :p Cause like i say .. it's stupid . For me , i'd love to go back to the very start when im 1 years old . That very small , young , innocent me . Great (Y) Then i'll not be able to tell from good / bad guy . Happy / sad . Awwwwww )': Kay , Mummy's back . Argh , back to topic . So yeah , no point asking for a time machine . If one day i happen to find it , i'll let you guys know ;)

& Should i create a PrivateBlog ? I KNOW I KNOW . It's real retarded >: It's like if you dont want others to read your blog . Private blog's the next choice . BUT i'd loveeeee to let others how i feel about certain stuff . Yet im afraid , people might complain about me ranting here . WELL , they can choose not to read ! HAHAHA . True , even if they have the freedom to go whichever's website they like . Then thats their problem , Cheryl's far toooo busy to bother 'bout such kiddy stuffs .

Should i continue ? Or just stop here ?

& You just dont know how worrying it is . But never once i thought of giving up . Neither should you . Cause im gna .. hold on till the very end . Till i could no longer hold on , till the day i'll run out or everything that i need to hold on .. Everything's just too .. messy :S

Aiya , whatever luh . Arghhh , ImissSchool , for everything . ImissShanta , for her spot-checks&kp-ness . ImissFoo for BANGBANG etc . ImissSchoolmates for their smiles . ImissEverything that i could think of , for because the four walls at home's really killing me . Inside -- Out :S There once i read an article about this girl , she somehow stayed at home for 6 years . NO JOKE ! AND she tends to hide at one corner . So majority , she's been hiding in the corner for 6 years ! 6years !! Minus 6 years away from my age . That makes me 9 . Fucking forgotten what happen / i did when i was 9 :S Probably still those kinda , ' YeashMommy' kinda kid :p HAHAHA . Yay , i made myself smile already . Finally UH . So Bye {:

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