I got everything sorted out ..

Overslept !

Last night on the phone with Felicia till past 12 . Slept at 3-4 >:
Failed to meet Michelle , rush to school instead . School's great despite the weather ^^ Lesson's were slacky , i hate it . Plus i agree my mood's downdowndown , the feeling of wanting to cry but cant is very miserable . I almost died -- i swear . For a min i cant feel myself , the next minute i cant find myself .. Dont wna elaborate much . But i wna thank everyone who is concerned about me . Windsor , Jasper , Ameline etc. (: Esp , Jasper ; Failed to thank him via sms . So heres a big one THANKS BROTHER ;)

Waited for Gary & Jiekai near school's area . Having lunch with lots of craps . Chinkiat & Junyu came along ~ Cheryl.L's back ! It's been like so long sinced i saw her (: From there i swear i hate lasers , whatever colour it is . I just hate it ttm :S Hang around till the pair of korean-chopsticks is willing to move , over to Junyu's house & homed . Might be meeting my girls later on <:

Oh , i wouldnt care whether Reeve bother if this relationship is bothering me . But i can say here . It's bothering me everyday . I dont know what to do next :/ Guide me people . I know Reeve's harsh in talking because i started it first , and im no where better . I know im in the wrong . But whats the next step ? Grr .. Reeve , if you see this . Dont every say '' Fuck sia , got see her blog ? " Im just expressing how i feel . And i wrote your name , cause to me . I did wrong and i know . Whatever you're talking about the past 12 thinggy . Suit you . Afterall , '' this is how i treat this relationship '' I know . Imma bitch . Something like your previous girl ^^ I know . You even asked me to go and die . I understand . I died long ago . I died between us sinced we started . You believe or not . Up to you . Now i leave everything to you . Im far too tired . To bother bout my health , family , friends and now you ? Nonono , i cant take it any longer . You've got to takecare alright <: I know whatever im saying now to you .. It's BULLSHIT . If what you see irked you . Keep it to yourself , i understand .

What a day ! Shall take my medicine now . Pain's killing me :/


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Met Michelle , Over to Simei catch up with Felicia & Siewhong . Windsor & Jiekai came after awhile . Reached home LATE . To her , even the am(s) are late . Whatever i do i wrong . Get it out of my head , dont blame me for doing this . I effing wished im not your daughter . Not that i hate you . But it seems like i cant go along well with you .