I felt better after having a 'pure' 17 hours of sleep . Awrrrh ! & Finally i notice that i've been living in my dreams . What a nightmare .. Just hate waking up in the middle of the night ! Something just bug me , really can't have a REAL sleep ! And when i finally noticed im awake , i realised i skipped dinner for bed ! & When i was having my dinner , just 5 mins and i've to run to the batheroom . AHHHHHHHHHHH , Ihateit . But... today '' my life '' changed a lil ! Didnt doze off at 6 in the evening ~
Sleep's aint enough ! Starved till Mummy's home . Both Mummy & I gave PTC a miss , oh well oh well .. Standard ? :/ Hmm , got in love with tv from morning till late afternoon . Met Michelle for her dye , aww . We had fun ! Nicholas & friend came .
Was on the line with Brother .. And some idiotics just tickle my ear a lil . I'm so into boredom anyway ~ Hate it when lots of memories come knocking on my door . Came and left just like that . It became my life after death , pretty much miserable . But i've learn to handle such stuff all thanks to my ''previous'' life when i became so polluted so distorted .. Yes i've got a super fucked up childhood but i dont lack of it . Till i withdraw myself from this agony then i realised i've finally get up on my feet . Thats when i feel myself once again ~
For now i'm having this uneasy feeling . Im starting to doubt you , i guess we're just LIKE THIS . I dont know .. but your actions prove to me that you're nothing but a liar & a heartbreaker . I wont submit myself to you -- just like that . You've gotta explain & i've got to understand . Maybe you do maybe i dont . Maybe your life and mine simply dont click . I've yet to see the link or feel the connection between us . I just see you . Why do you tell me this but do that ? I dont understand .. Is gaining sympathy your type ?! I dont know , all i know is that .. I cant get you . Hence , gonna put this tale aside . Or maybe not .. Guess im gna flush it away . Im sorry , but i cant accept you and your life ..
Sleep's aint enough ! Starved till Mummy's home . Both Mummy & I gave PTC a miss , oh well oh well .. Standard ? :/ Hmm , got in love with tv from morning till late afternoon . Met Michelle for her dye , aww . We had fun ! Nicholas & friend came .
Was on the line with Brother .. And some idiotics just tickle my ear a lil . I'm so into boredom anyway ~ Hate it when lots of memories come knocking on my door . Came and left just like that . It became my life after death , pretty much miserable . But i've learn to handle such stuff all thanks to my ''previous'' life when i became so polluted so distorted .. Yes i've got a super fucked up childhood but i dont lack of it . Till i withdraw myself from this agony then i realised i've finally get up on my feet . Thats when i feel myself once again ~
For now i'm having this uneasy feeling . Im starting to doubt you , i guess we're just LIKE THIS . I dont know .. but your actions prove to me that you're nothing but a liar & a heartbreaker . I wont submit myself to you -- just like that . You've gotta explain & i've got to understand . Maybe you do maybe i dont . Maybe your life and mine simply dont click . I've yet to see the link or feel the connection between us . I just see you . Why do you tell me this but do that ? I dont understand .. Is gaining sympathy your type ?! I dont know , all i know is that .. I cant get you . Hence , gonna put this tale aside . Or maybe not .. Guess im gna flush it away . Im sorry , but i cant accept you and your life ..
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