I postpone my death by living , risking and tolerating ..

How long must i hang on ?

For every reasons i should , and for every reasons because theres you ? Oh fuck ! The reasons in it , they're just nothing but bulls and shits .

I thought i died , but i felt my breath a lil . Shits , i wouldn't dare to admit the papers were hard .. Because if i do , it reflects well that i've not been studying real hard .. Flunked , i even failed in expressing myself . Grrs ..

Hopefully HE didnt affect my exams today . Guess so ? Crushed a couple of papers during POA . Guess i can't even earn a mark for POA . Well , well , well .. Thats life -- & My formula for living is simple ! Get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can . True ? Thats all about life afterall , everyday's on the replay .. Because if you put your heart on something / someone too much a lil ... Still , what you do best never make you really happy .

Pleased that i've finished with quite a number of papers already . Which means = Less stress . Every morning , hours of sitting down and starring at e papers . It just kills me mentally :S To sum it up , i guessed i died while studying . *ClicksTongue* Exams till next week anyway . Exhausted >:

Yesterday's great . Met up with Tiffany , had S.G with her . Then off to study along with Carmen &co. Met Precious and homed <:

Am trying my very best not to put this to an end , not to find fault for every stupid trival matters . Now , you picked this shit up , and no matter what . You're either gna end it or clear it , and even if you succeed in clearing it up . It stinks no matter what :S You'd had an over dose of retarded pills shidiot .