Thursday, June 10, 2010

As we go on .


Many a time , I talk to myself (: Weird ? Yes i am . When you asked me to compare someone with another . It's just ridiculously hard .. Cause everyone's 'the same' . Agree ? Including myself , im good at almost all the bad things you can list . But everything's not working well .


Sometimes i wna ask about things that no one would ever asked . But i think it's rather silly . I day-dream & i do self-reflection . Everyday . These things that i've learnt so far , are of use to me . Then i realised my life's simple , it's just two-way out . This or that , like or dislike . But these that i've understood , will it bring me anywhere ? I dont know either .. I just feel so (?) ; I need a person whom i can talk to /:


"I shared a vagrant optimism that some of us were making real progress, that we had taken an honest road, and that the best of us would inevitably make it over the top. At the same time, I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, that we were all actors, kidding ourselves along on a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between these two poles - a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other - that kept me going."

No comments:

Post a Comment