All day today i’ve been wanting to write. Because my mind is in crazy mode at the moment, i’m realising things. I’m being scared. I’m taking huge steps this year that are life changing. I’m just… realising things.
Some time back , i got my rules set aside . Blamed myself for everything that happened in this family too . But would anyone screamed in silence ? Yes , hence im in such a strange mood . Im up im down . It's weird , but i've to move like everyday . Everyone's doing the same too ~ Who knows what the future holds, but I say; I think i’m ready, so bring it on . I've got alot more than 5 reasons to make me upset . But only a minimum of 5 to make me happy .
Five things that make me very happy :
1. going away
2. friends, family :)
3. shopping with lots of money to spend
4. taking photographs and being pleased with the outcome
5. either watching movies or a really fun day with my darlings . Or going out on a big night out .
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Oh well , & this is also somehow true . But i belong to the other -- whom dont really get into such . Only once in a blue moon ..
And regarding about last night .. All i remembered was .. I had a hard time with Felicia carrying DrunkardMichelle till her doorstep . & I stayed home today for the wholeeeee day . Treatment & sleep have been occupying me for the whole day :/
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