Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Same old brand new me

Hi People !

Lately , i've done lots of thinking and ''brainstorming'' . Realised that everything and anything that actually brought me down in my life is actually ME . Yes :) Because of everything thats around me , i've been influenced . And also , whenever something cocked up inbetween . I just wear a sad face and tell myself that i've to behave sad ! Not at all for now . Thinking back , whenever im down in the past , i used drugs . But really REALLY REALLY stopped after awhile . Now , i find it rather stupid . I'm not gna allow anything to make me this ____________ sad . I used to think , Friends always come first . But i was wrong , like totally ~

All sorts of people .. Some resembles Singapore weather , rain and shine rain and shine . Oh well .. But i have my really good pals by me too . . .

Just recently , i've got my Premenstrual Syndrome . Flaring up , bad temper , low spirit and everything . And im really sorry to anyone whom i have offend for the previous week or something ? Even today , i really can't believe it . I got angry over such trival matters :/ Ewwwrh . and whenever i got angry ACCIDENTALLY > I really got emotional inside . Or maybe im taking things too hard .. And when IT happens , i just wished im so alone . Wna cry and shout and cry and shout . Till the world's deaf to hear me .. ARGH LIKE !@#$%^&*((@#$%

Gna rant @ Tumblr now ..

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