I overlooked you .

Rather surprising how i managed to get involved with you . Me , myself never once dreamt about having you in my life . The start of us felt really sweet . Not that im feeling miserable now , but im feeling pretty worried . Worried about us .

I've nothing to me . Nothing in me . I've given you all and everything i have , i let down my guard trusted you . Forgiven you , gave you chances . Dont they meant anything to you at all ? Ain't you touched ? I dont know what's running through your mind . All you think about is just ''How You Felt '' Cause if you bothered about how i feel .. You wouldnt have done so . Really ~

Now i really doubt your love for me . Wild thoughts flashing in my mind . I told you i dont know whats gna happen if you leave . It prolly didnt get in your head , cause you've always thought i dont care .. if i dont , I wouldnt bother what you're doing outside .

You said you love me so . I trusted you . I love you so too . Your actions proved well too . Caring and all ~ Thanks . But what you've been doing behind is really a loss . Wasted ... All that pretence of a hard work got washed down drain . All that false hopes , that candy-coated words . All had -- gone to waste . Dont you find it a pity ? Worked so hard for , then flushed it down by yourself . I overlooked you ; really .

I'm at a loss . I dont know what should I do . But I know that so long as I love you . I should hold on and wait for that very day to come . When you can make me your one and only , and meant what you really said . Maybe to you , our relationship meant nothing . To me , it's more than you've ever imagined . If you're treating this as a fast game , i'm sorry you picked the wrong card . Im not up for it , and neither are you .