Secrets.

Many a time . I ask myself , where have i gone wrong etc. Eveyone likes to rant , but i really hate it when people don't come honest >:

I dont know if im reading too much , but i somehow can feel and understand why you dislike me (': Starting , i was really sad . Then .. i told myself there isnt a need to . If you dont care , why should I ? I really wish i can lead my life normally without thinking about how you feel . But whatever you feel towards me .. Bothers me >: Bothers me alot . I didnt know that you felt this way towards me . I always thought and acted like im correct and good in every ways . I didnt know i'd fail at this . And what's more . I'm not certain , not certain whether you dislike me or not . Forget it , each time you came up to my mind . I tell myself forget it . I can forget it but i cant forget you . It sounds pretty disgusting , to write this long letter to a girl ._. Really .
But if i dont express how i feel tonight , i cant get to sleep .

I bother about how my loved ones think of me . I'm sorry to be a burden in your lives . All of you . So sorry . I'll be there when you need me , i dont expect you guys to be there when i need you all . Just let things remain the way it is . Adieu